Just a quick update for today, as I have a list of things I’m supposed to be paying some attention to and am slacking. The referral for my Home Care Package has finally been arranged and one of the carers and the Occupational Therapist came to introduce themselves this morning. The Package is called Intermediate Care and is the Domiciliary version, meaning I will get the multi-disciplinary rehabilitation in my own home, for however long I need it. This includes constant reassessment of my how I manage in my home environment, my mobility and dis/ability; aiming to improve these things at a pace that will be based on many different factors individual to me, but for now will be baby steps.
Again, it was stressed to me just how important it is to keep myself moving in little ways and often. They were quite pleased with the amount of gentle stretching I was trying to keep up and showed me a couple more exercises to add, mainly flexing at the hips and knees, but with very little / no weight-bearing for now. They looked at my transferal from sitting to standing & standing to sitting, which I was finding even more difficult than normal thanks to my fat knees; they mentioned the low sofa again and I promised that we would get a more appropriate chair for me at the weekend. Then they assessed my walking, which is not very good so early in the day, even with the zimmer.
We talked about the support I will start receiving next week, which will include at least one visit each day to make sure I am washed, dressed and safely set up in the upstairs snug. They do not want me to attempt the stairs yet, even with assistance; every week we will set goals, so that is something I can aim for another week perhaps. My goal for this week is simply to gain better control over my pain, which in turn, should allow me to start working towards becoming more mobile. I will also have visits from the physio, to make sure I am moving joints and weightbearing correctly, and to provide more of a routine to my exercising so that I can pace myself and build up accordingly. For example: If I can manage to walk the length of our upstairs corridor and back, every hour, at the start of the week, then by the end I will hopefully be able to do two lengths every hour, and so forth.
Today was just an introduction but it all sounds very promising; in fact, it sounds like I might have quite a busy time ahead! I know it’s going to take time and won’t be easy, that the most important thing is still going to be finding the right medication to control the Still’s Disease, but I am determined to get myself back on my feet and maybe even stronger and fitter than before. The problem I’m having right now is information overload, especially since the increase in pain relief makes me feel quite drowsy at first and reduces the number of things that manage to stay in my head!
Now on to the good news!
I heard back from my Disability Living Allowance application that was posted recently and have been awarded the highest rates for both Care and Mobility, which is going to be a fantastic help in purchasing things that will make my life more comfortable right now. I was actually stunned when I opened the letter. I guess I have been fighting the Disability thing for a long time now and trying to struggle on; it has taken something drastic to make me realise that I need/qualify for this support and yet, to see it writing was just… hard. I don’t know if that makes sense to any of you. I am learning to (re)accept it now and, of course, am extremely grateful for the support I am receiving.
Anyway, that’s all for now. Looking forward to spending some time with my family this weekend.